Tuesday 13 October 2009

When I first saw Felix



27th August was a remarkable day in my life. Being a mother is such a great pleasure and I realized when I saw my new born baby-Felix.
I was stuck on luscious sight- an honest glance on naïve appearance of my new-born baby boy-Felix. Happiness found its way—my motionless wide-awakened eyes—for streaming out. Fragrance whispered in my dreamy ear and shifted me in earthy feelings. Though, I am passing through all the struggles a new mother experiences but the pleasure of being a voyager with each fraction of growth of the little soul is unfeasible expressing in a small boundary of words.
It is a quite convoluted juxtaposition of falling in love with his glistering innocent smile and misinterpreting the speechless conversation he expresses through his crying face. It’s hard to cope up but ultimately rewarding. I have written a few words to express my feelings for him:


A tiny majestic soul, a wingless angel
Noblest gift that awakened me in loftiest thoughts
So charmed, so divine, so worthy of purity he wore
A gracious blessing his charms adore
Deliciousness of lustrous rays-
Crowded on face of adventurous knight
My limbs and flesh stumbled upon scattering bright
His soft brown eye-lashes lifted with touch of winnowing gust
It enlightened and replete the longing of my thirsty heart
Unaccustomed courage stirred and liberated beauteous sight
Shapeless flame of heart demanded an utterance-
But sank in lovely glorious delight
My spelled senses rested upon its graceful inward fragrancy
Like a blossoming flower
An intense urge sparkled in my royal glance-
That embraced in a beauty’s fascinating forms
Beloved god descended from warrior’s palace high
From endearing clement sky



Sincerely,
Mousumi

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